21 months later, and I still cannot feel like I can live the way I did, I have mentally lost it physically I am drained Joseph if only you were here, I miss you soooooo much , Julius is growing up just as you wanted, a respectful, honorable young man high grades ready to go to pharmacy school, Joe, he truely misses you, we still needed you, I am so weak, and he is so strong, I haven't stop crying yet, well my love until we meet again, God bless you he is lucky to have you now debbie