I guess only god knows and I truly believe that, as I believe in him,as bad as it hurts at the same, time he is the only one that I can turn to,god has a purpose for all of us that believe,so the faith I have in him allows me,to have a better understanding ,it was time for you to go home, the reason why now? Is hard for me to understand, but too, question him ,I shall not, he only knows why, but babe here me you are in a much better place ,and even on the day of your passing it showed with the, smile on your handsome face,, rest well my love, until we meet again wait for me ,I will be home with you when god comes to bring me to you, love for life your wife deborah formisano xoxoxoxoxoxo moon& stars