I still cannot believe you are gone. I was talking to you hours before this happened and everything was ok. Today was the second day in a row I woke up looked at my phone and went to call you and then realized you're not going to pick up my phone call. I also know in the future when it's my time to leave this earth you and mommy will be the first two people waiting for me. I just have to accept the fact that it won't be for a long time but it will eventually happen some day down the road. Please watch over me and Nicole and I'll see ya later